If time-machine exists I could bring everything back, back when all things is modest and precious.
If time-machine exists I would design my future with you and with our kids. We will live in a palace-like house, play together with our handsome and pretty children in our haven garden. We will spoil our twins, we will work hard as we can just to give them all they wants without sacrificing quality time together.
If time-machine exists I would rest assured that I would wake up every morning next to you. I will ask what you want for breakfast and deliver it on our bed. We will travel the world and take photographs. We will join flash-mob in New York City, climb the Hollywood in L.A, and hear mass every Sunday. I will do my best to live up to your fairy-tale stories.
If time-machine exists I could kiss you whenever you asked for it coz I know you love intimacy. I will penetrate in your deepest soul and let you melt in your feminine softness as you know you can trust me with extreme confidence.
If time-machine exists I would expunge all the harm might come on your way. I will perpetually be your defender against conquerors.
If time-machine exists I could make up with my inaccuracies and never give you headaches. I let myself be your personal stress ball. You can kick me, punch me, bark at me all day until you feel relief.
If time-machine exists I would never ever take you for granted. I will own your heart and fiercely protect it. Loving you would be my life’s mission and I will thankfully perform it in any way possible.
If time-machine exists I would not squeeze your pointed nose coz it annoys you. I won’t touch your perfectly bagsak hair coz it changes your mood if it went messy. I would tenaciously guard your flawless skin from scorching heat so you don’t have to buy plenty of lotions. I would let you check my phone time to time and give you my emails.
If time-machine exists I could simply jump in our lovely memories and cherish every moment of it.
If time-machine exists I could have told you how beautiful you are and how lucky I am to have someone like you.
If time-machine exists I could have smashed that someone on the face so you won’t be that attracted to him anymore.
If time-machine exists I could have turned you down the moment you asked for my name and I won’t be this too in love with illusion.
If time-machine exists I may not have any regrets since I can check all the consequences I might encounter and cleverly prepare for it.
Now with all I had been through loving you, I perfectly know why time-machine does not exist:
To make the most out of my left years.
To never dwell on the past and have faith that God plans are far better than my wishful thinking.
Facing tomorrow’s uncertainty requires more courage and takes so much effort, thank you for the lessons you taught me the hard way. JAdG twitter.com/awesomealvin028